i know that no one reads my blogs coz i never told anyone about it, only "one"
and that makes me write more and more whispers to myself

i really wanted to celebrate my 30th birthday on 25March, unfortunately i was very sick
but happily one of my colleagues got me two cakes the other day =)

hmmm one of my friends mentioned once that March babies can't go well with other March babies, hmmm i found that could be true, since i lost three of them, yes we're still in touch, but we're never close the way we used to be, so is that real...astronomy or whatever they call it !!

it happened to me manytimes, there is a strange person that I always see in different places, he or they recognize me everytime they see me, is that coincidence or fate !!! that happened in 1995

and its happening again now, its not the same person, i wonder if they recognize me the way i do !!

i keep thinking about them, and i hate that!! coz for them i might be no one, so why they have to be someone in my thoughts ? am i so silly to think about a stranger??

did you ever search for someone that you barely knew?? and why?? i meet a photographer actually a very talented Emiratie photographer in 2005, we chatted for couple of hours only, then he disappeared, got few emails from him then he just vanished !! i hope he's fine
i decided to search for him since i knew his name was Ibrahim and he's from Fujairah and his nickname was jamr-uae, i found a forum that he used to be part of, i was shocked that i wasn't the only one who was searching for him =) but sadly i still got no news about him


why do you think i'm thinking and searching for this person??
is that a waste of time or i'm just living in a dreamland?
sometimes you meet people in the wrong time, when you're really down, when everything seems dull and blurry, they're so sweet, they mention a lot of things that i couldn't appreciate because i was out of focus, but once they disappeared i understood the things they said, but that was too late, they're not around anymore.. so do i have the right to blame myself?

that is why i literally understand what appreciation and gratitude is NOW !!! and i hope its not too late, i hope there are more chances in the future, chances to appreciate those who tries to help, those who tries to be friends...

so if you know him by any chance, tell him digi-butterfly is looking for you
well i said no one is reading this blog, so!!
maybe someone would pass by!!

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