i'm not special to anyone
that is all what i feel right now
yes i used to be special to certain people
but not anymore

some of them got married and busy with their kids
others got new friends and I'm just an old friend
i don't know... my birthday is next month..
and that doesn't make me feel better
it is sort of cool..
but i'm scarred to have a lonely birthday
yeah i have to be positive..
I'm trying to be positive as much as I could
but sometimes i get days like today..
days that are not sunny and colorful
such days i leave received sms un-answered


hopefully this feeling will go away
i'm trying to do something for fun
like pet society in facebook
i'm enjoying it..

i better go and play with my pet..
very strange huh.. a cyber game could change your feelings !!
peace